* I'm sorry *

You've always been strong. Always storing your feelings away from everyone.
But now is the time, to put those bags of feelings on the table and get real.
I remember when I was only a little girl. I looked up to you, I really did.
You used to swing me up in the air, and I remember that I thought you were my hero.
But that seems so far away now. Many things has changed.
Sometimes, I wonder, where did you go? - You just disappeared.

We can't go back, it's too late for that.
When she came into the picture, our picture fell on the floor in a million pieces.
I guess nothing last forever. I wish you could care, I wish you could pick up the phone once in a while, check on us, see if we're alright.

We had to grow up without you. That was hard, and sometimes I hated you so much. Cause you weren't there when I needed you the most or needed you at all. We lost it all. We lost you. When there was a chance, that we might get you back.
- You just turned your back on us again, and you went back to your old life again.

I will never get to know you. You will never get to know me, I know that now. And Im so sorry. Sorry I couldn't be more important for you, sorry I can't be angry at you and sorry for loving you.